I see

There's a feeling in my stomach 

that is getting bigger and bigger

It's curious how it spreads quickly into an empty space 

But I'm whispering to you that I can hardly stand 

He's devouring and biting the walls of my body, everything 

But I don't let him out 

I squeeze it tightly with all my strength and soft bones 

So it does not escape

It's hard, very hard

And when I do, I'm just facking some strength that I really don't have

I bite my lips and almost cry

Always swallowing the tears so that he may die drowned for good

or maybe to die without air when I shut my mouth to keep from screaming 

I'm really trying to breath and continue to not keep punching the walls