Snakes

I open my mouth and 

it slips through my body

slithering down

a Python

In each movement I count the seconds

like a metronome

constant rhythm

Before i think she could ruin me

one, two, three 

She goes back to my mouth 

so i can barely breathe

love in the night

etc

e é mentira

o cansaço continua como sempre. 

tenho medo 

do próximo rasgo na garganta 

e não me aquieto

por saber 

que pode estar perto. 

a vontade acaba sim,

infelizmente, isso que muda. 

o trago cada vez mais rápido,

sem respiração

sem um pingo de luta. 

o famigerado labirinto 

ainda me persegue 

e realmente 

o que eu quero 

nunca muda

tudo se escondeu 

atras da grama alta,

todo o resto de mim. 

grama alta. 

nada que uma navalha não corte. 

If you could hear what she says it would be something like this

Hello, darling, don't you want to go out tonight?

You are so alone in here...
Stop swallowing that fucking smoke.
You don't even like the taste.

My dear, come — look through my eyes.
You will not see weight.
I say this is what you want.
Shh...
Don't open your mouth, you don't need to.
You just need me!

I know you. I know what you're thinking.
Trust me, I'm not dangerous at all.
Shut your mouth and we can be friends!
I will accompany you everywhere — until we become one.
You'll never be alone again.

Don't be afraid of me. I will try not to charge you much,
I promise.
But you know — for your goals,
big changes need to be made.
I can help you, sweetheart.
If you obey me, you'll have everything you want.

Come on, look at this mirror.
You can see the stupid words stuck in your curves,
and this weird thing you call a “body.”
I hate this view too.

Well, you'll have to do several things,
but understand: it's for your own good, darling.
I'll leave you thin. And delicate. And soft.
Like a little flower...

I almost forgot to tell you about the dizziness...
They're not a problem — don't worry, love.
They're just reminders that I'm still here, helping you, breathing with you.
Did you think it would be easy? In time, it will get better. I'm sure of it.

But be quiet — I'm your precious secret.
You don't want them trying to stop you, do you?
Right. So don't try to gulp everything. Remember: don't lose control.
We know how this shit tastes like shame, and you don't need that.
You're starving for something other than food.

Soon, you'll be kneeling for me,
begging me to stay,
crawling back to me — because I have your hopes,
and I’m all that you want.

I can't wait for us to be great friends, lovely girl.

Texto Baseado No Seguinte Vídeo Poesia:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4HxU58fvgYw

Staying

You call me with that look
and I go, water on my knees
Can't you see?
I lay down with all the misteries
and I hope you are here.
Hear me.
You can hold me with no fear.
I lay down with all that I have.
This is what I need.
I keep my eyes on the waves
and as the song say,
in deep water
I see your abundant grace.
So come here, lay down with me
Can I dive into your body?
Like drowning in the riptide, falling.

red lips, I touch your mouth,

a kiss.

freak show

ladies and gentleman 

here comes the chaos. 

he has been eating your lungs

and your hopes. 

distroying your words,

making you choke on thoughts. 

i can not say how long he hides

but he is here in the walls,

looking at you. 

trying to blind you.

killing the sparkle on your eyes. 

ending your breath. 

within minutes you're already 

drowning in white. 

floor, ceiling, walls, white, the white. 

clinging on walls and doors

he knows what are you thinking. 

are you weak? 

you are afraid of drowning in colors. 

your fear is food for him. 

but i'm here, in this white room 

and even in the dark, i see the real you 

i see your eyes, can you see me?

so hold my hand,

please 

escape with me to your dreams