the same shit

Poems about spiders
and control
words that become codes
just because you
don't know
how to say
 Same metaphors for the same
secrets, wishes.
vices.
Sorry for the ignored questions
crises and relapses
all hidden in lonely words
that fast disappear,
choke.
I'm sorry for demanding too much,
struggling in thoughts
But please see
What I'm always secretly answering
with my eyes
behind big pauses
without nexus
all between the lines